{"id":256,"date":"2012-06-04T20:15:36","date_gmt":"2012-06-04T20:15:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/100.42.52.148\/~klaaskid\/blog\/?p=256"},"modified":"2018-04-04T14:11:35","modified_gmt":"2018-04-04T21:11:35","slug":"one-year-later-wheres-lauren","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.klaaskids.org\/blog\/one-year-later-wheres-lauren\/","title":{"rendered":"One Year Later – Where’s Lauren?"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Lauren Spierer<\/p><\/div>\n

A<\/span> year ago today, 20-year-old Indiana student Lauren Spierer went missing shortly before dawn. She was last seen walking home alone after a night out with friends, clearly intoxicated, barefoot and without her cell phone at 4:30am. Her friend saw her reach the corner of his street, and that\u2019s the last that anyone has seen of the young student.<\/p>\n

Lauren\u2019s story captured national headlines quickly. She reminds many of their own daughter, sister, friend; Lauren is\u00a0young, beautiful, loves apparel and fashion, and was simply enjoying life like many other young 20 somethings do.\u00a0Fortunately, most people and families aren\u2019t touched by the tragedy that Lauren and her family are enduring every day.\u00a0But for the Spierer\u2019s, today marks an unbearable 365 days.<\/p>\n

\"\"Living with the unknown for a year is truly unimaginable. Your emotions are suspended in limbo; how do you progress\u00a0forward without moving on? Your heart, mind and memories are attached to a happier, sturdier past, where life was still normal and you didn\u2019t have pained questions that bear you no answers.You grasp to quirky details of how your loved one laughs, or talks, or gives you a hug. There is still a chance, you say, of them walking through your door safe. Alive.<\/p>\n

During a search, time is an impossible concept. It flies swiftly by, leaving you wondering how so many days passed when every minute seems to drag on. When are you allowed to grieve? Do you go back to work? Do you strive to get your life back to normal even though your entire being wants to be out searching for them? I remember feeling guilty for laughing, sleeping or relaxing, knowing that my loved one may be out there struggling to survive. Unless every decision and action I made contributed to her search; I lived and breathed it. How do the Spierers make it through 365 days of that?<\/p>\n

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Father Robert, Sister Rebecca,and Mother Charlene Spierer<\/p><\/div>\n

Oh, and all the scenarios that your imagination wanders through are torturous. Smoke and mirrors. What if they\u2019re locked up somewhere, held captive? What if they were sold to a sex trade, being trafficked in Mexico? How much money should we start saving for any psychiatric or physical recovery? What if\u2026 what if we tried hard enough, passed out enough fliers, conducted enough searches, raised enough reward money, got in front of enough cameras, that someone out there will finally give us an answer? Or better yet, if we just tried hard enough, will someone out there finally have the decency to give her back to us?<\/p>\n

But out of all the stories that you tell yourself, not one of them includes your loved one being dead. Not one. It\u00a0doesn\u2019t matter the statistics and slim chances, the accusations, charges and arrests \u2013 until there is solid, tangible\u00a0evidence that your loved one is gone, there is always positivity. There is always hope. Hope is the only lifeboat you have when you suddenly find yourself drowning in the life you were thrown into.<\/p>\n

\"\"For Lauren\u2019s family, my heart aches for them as they seek the truth of what happened to their loved one. All of Lauren\u2019s friends are accused of being too silent. Why would they let her walk home alone at that hour without shoes and a phone? Do her friends really know more than they are letting on? They all got lawyered up pretty quickly. Is she out there trying to find her way back home?<\/p>\n

There is simply nothing fair in knowing that someone out there secretly knows more about Lauren\u2019s whereabouts than her family does. It baffles me how her abductor\u2019s conscience hasn\u2019t budged since June of 2011; it\u2019s monstrous.<\/p>\n

Lauren Spierer is 4\u201911\u2033, petite at 95 lbs with blonde hair and blue eyes. She was last seen wearing black pants and a\u00a0white top. For more information about Lauren and her search, please visit www.findlauren.com.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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